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wow haven't updated in awhile! i basically let myspace consume my soul lol. so yea anyways school is good, it's almost over i can't believe that. i did my schedule for the fall and i got fridays off... yea mother fucker! im so bored and i miss carlos :\ hopefully i can see him if the monsoon outside ends lol. wel i really have nothing else to write so later.
i love carlos<3333
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[22 Jan 2005|08:06pm] |
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it's unbelieveable how much i hate my mother. i mean how many times can i let her hurt me? she says these things and remarks that i know she says them just so she can hurt me. i really cannot continue living with this woman and her abusive ways. i wish that she would find herself a boyfriend and get the fuck out of my life. i wish she was one of those mothers that go off on vacations with their boyfriends and just leave their kids to fend for themselves. she passes judgement on my friends, myself, and carlos and it's getting to the point where im just about to lose it. i mean what more does she want from my life? i got all A's on my report card, i do whatever she asks me to do without hesitation.what more can one suck out of a person? if the fucking fairy godmother came to me in my sleep tonight and wanted to grant me a wish, i would wish for either my mother to be gone or for her to change herself. because these living conditions are really taking a toll on my life.
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[28 Dec 2004|08:40pm] |
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well today was sweet! i went to best buy and saw carlos there yay!<3 i also purchased garden state<333 ahh i waited so long for this movie to come out on dvd since i saw it in theaters. And i also got the HIM video collection and napoleon dynamite that was $52.00 well spent. it started to fucking snow tonight and that just made me fucking pissed! well that's about it later. i miss and love carlos alot<333
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you know there are some things i just don't get but, one thing that really seems to puzzle me is when you stop talking to someone and then all of a sudden they call you out of no where and think they are best friends with you. wtf is up with that shit. i really do hate fucking people!
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[23 Dec 2004|01:17pm] |
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well today i went back to my high school for a breakfast thing. it was pretty cool, i saw alot of people i hadn't seen for awhile and a lot of people i rather not have saw but it's all good. i was happy to see john again i missed him :). i also got the most sexiest hello kitty bag from alan with a crow pin and two him pins<33 ahh i love it lol. anyways yea the other morning at like 7.30 i step out of my house to bring the pails to the curb for the garbage to be picked up and i look at my mail box and i see these colorful things popping out of it. so im like wtf and i open it up and there are three carebears in my mailbox, i was so excited but, i didn't know who they were from. so after trying to figure out this mystery i had found out it was lesta lol. i still have lesta's gift because he left before i could give it to him today so i'll just call him up and see him later :) well that's up it later.
I Love Carlos <33333
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well yesterday was the last day of classes yay! today there is no school for me and i have an english final tomorrow at 12.45 and a math final on friday at 8 in the fucking morning :(. i did the second part of my history final yesterday and everything went smooth so im happy about that. today im just going to relax and study a bit. well that's about it so later. i love carlos <3
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[[[PAST]]]
[1] First grade teacher's name: ms. papa
[2] Last words you said: i love you
[3] Last song you sang: kill hannah- boys and girls
[4] Last person you hugged: carlos<3
[5] Last thing you laughed at: when i was watching school of rock
[6] Last time you said I dont remember: yesterday
[7] Last time you cried: awhile ago
[[[PRESENT]]]
[8] What are you listening to right now: the history channel in the back
[9] What color socks are you wearing: black
[10] What's under your bed: containers
[11] What time did you wake up today: 8.30
[12] Current taste: orbit gum
[13] Current hair: messy
[14] Current clothes: sweat pants and t-shirt
[15] Current annoyance: none
[16] Current longing: thanksgiving break to be here
[17] Current desktop picture: some picture heh
[18] Current worry: none as of right now
[19] Current hate: none. i have mellowed lol
[20] Current favorite article of clothing: any cky shirt <3
[21] Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: eyes
[22] Last CD that you listened to: haggard sountrack
[23] Favorite place to be: anywhere with carlos
[24] Least favorite place: idk
[25] Time you wake up in the morning: around 7.30
[26] If you could play an instrument, what would you play: drums
[27] Favorite color: pink
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife: yeah
[29] How tall are you: 5'4"
[30] Current favorite word/saying: fuck!
[31] Favorite book: brave new world
[32] Favorite season: spring
[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: my uncle donald
[[[FUTURE]]]
[35] Where do you want to go: idk
[36] What is your career going to be like: being a child psychologist and providing a good life for my kid and husband!
[37] How many kids do you want:ONE
[38] What kind of car will you have: hopefully the one i have now... i love it
[[HAVE YOU EVER...]]]
[39] Said "I love you" and meant it: yes
[40] Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: no
[41] Been to New York: yea
[42] Been to Florida: nope
[43] Been to California: Nope
[44] Been to Hawaii: Nope
[45] Been to Mexico: nope
[46] Been to China: nope
[47] Been to Canada: yes
[48] Danced naked: wouldn't you like too know hehe
[49] Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: nope
[50] Wanted to be the opposite sex: no way
[51] Had an imaginary friend: when i was younger
[[[RANDOM]]]
[52] Do you have a crush on someone: i love carlos
[53] What book are you reading now?: sicily
[54] Worst feeling in the world: asthma attacks
[55] What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: one more hour please
[56] How many rings before you answer: as long as it takes me too get there heh
[57] Future daughter's name: alexandria
[58] Future son's name: i have no clue
[59] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:yes
[60] If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: idk
[61] Wish you were: here
[62] College plans: fdu motherfucker!
[63] Piercings: a few here and there
[[[THE EXTRA STUFF]]]
[64] Do you do drugs: nope
[65] Do you smoke: nope
[66] Who are your best friends: carlos, alan, davel, peter, lesta, grace, and sheila
[67] What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: some coconut shit
[68] What are you most scared of: heights
[69] What clothes do you sleep in:sweats and t-shirt
[70] Who is the last person that called you: carlos
[71] Where do you want to get married: hawaii
[72] If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: nothing
[73] Who do you really hate: a few people
[74] Been In Love: yea
[75] Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely
[76] Do You Have A Job: yea
[77] Do You Like Being Around People: yea
[78] Best feeling in the world: being in love
[79] Are you for world peace: no
[80] Are you a health freak: no
[81] Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: yea
[82] Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no... got em lol
[83] Are You Lonely Right Now: no
[84] Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no
[85] Do You Want To Get Married: someday
[86] Do You Want Kids: yes
[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...]]]
[87] Cried:nope
[88] Bought Something: yea
[89] Gotten Sick: No
[90] Sang:yea
[91] Said I Love You: yea
[92] Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no
[93] Met Someone New:no
[94] Moved On: ?
[95] Talked To Someone: yea
[96] Had A Serious Talk: no
[98] Hugged Someone: yea
[99] Kissed Someone: yea
[100] Fought With Your Parents: nope yay!
[101] Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: no
[102] Had a lot of sleep: yes. felt good :)
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[04 Nov 2004|04:11pm] |
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well today i did my schedule for next semester yay! i will go and register on monday because i am cool like that heh. yea i don't mind my schedule at all i tried so hard to avoid night classes that i got stuck with three classes on friday but i have alot of breaks so it's really not that bad. no complaints here. i got back my english midterm today 84% one of the hardest fucking tests i have ever encountered. but it was cool cause i got one of the higest grades ;). let's see what else it was fucking raining so hard when i was driving home i couldn't believe it lol. i seriously didn't think it was going to rain today. well i think that's about it and oh yea I LOVE MY CARLOS<333333333333333333333333 later.
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why hello there. haven't written in awhile so i guess i'll give alittle entry. school has been really great. im doing well in all my classes even math which is really suprising cause i hate math with a passion. i got paid on friday from my work study job $81.00 not that bad heh. hey it's better then nothing. i did the walk for breast cancer yesterday in overpeck park with my aunt and mom. that is something i would never want to experience no matter how many times i say i don't want my boobs lol. today was a pretty easy day! tomorrow i have an extra hour break because i don't have english and on wednesday my history teacher cancelled again so i have a two hour break so yea college schedules are great haha. omg i am obsessed with tony hawk underground 2 since the day it first came out lol. so everyone should def. make it a priority to play this game!!! well that's about it later.
i lovvvvveeee my carlos<3333
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Filling the Creme Doughnut
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today was such a great day! i had so much fun with carlos im just going to make this nice and sweet garden state is an awesome movie and everyone needs to go see it NOW! I LOVE CARLOS FOREVER <33333 Best day ever! :D
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HAPPY 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND CARLOS <3333
I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! YOUR MY HEART 9.18.o1
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helloo!! well school has been good so far can't really complain. everyone there is so nice even if they don't know you they will just walk up to you and start a conversation. so i'm enjoying my stay there a lot. today i started my work study job :) i work in the financial aid building just filing papers so it's not that hard and there's a.c. so that's an added bonus heh. i'm only working there for two days now because i have other things after my classes that i need to do so i work on thursdays 1-3 and on fridays 12-4. well i had a vocab quiz in english today and i aced that, it was so easy,i was just sitting there saying is this all ? lol i have a project due with some girl on tuesday, we are going to do that over the weekend, it's not a big deal, and i don't have classes till 12.00 on mondays ;) so extra sleep time for nicole hehe. well that's it for now later.
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well school is going pretty well thus far. yesterday i got out of my first two classes in 15 mins. my math lab professor had nothing to teach us because we didn't have our actual math teacher yet so he just let us out early, not bad :). next was history and the professor is so nice. he kind of reminds me of scerbo, except not as sarcastic heh. and then last was my freshman seminar, also a really nice professor and i was out by 1:40 so it wasn't a bad day at all. today my first two classes were math and english and already the two professors told me that we don't have to come to those classes on monday :). so far my only homework has been reading and a campus hunt paper that isn't due till next week but i already finished it so i get bonus points added to my grade yaya! well that's about it tomorrow i finish at 11:50 only two classes ;) booya! well that's about it later.
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well my summer is now over :\ tomorrow is my first day of college! wow it really hasn't hit me yet. it feels as if it were yesterday that i just graduated high school, very weird heh. anyway yesterday was one of welcome days and i met some awesome people. today we are all going to the newark museum, let's hope i come back in one piece lol. well i really have nothing else to say i'll write later about how my day went later.
i <3 carlos ;)
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[02 Aug 2004|06:38pm] |
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i miss carlos :*( at least he comes home tomorrow :)
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i forgot to put these up from when me and carlos went down the shore last week ;)
^^^ the last one carlos and i forgot that there was a fourth picture to take lol
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